Today is like a double whammy of being overwhelmed by my life. Once again, I’m trying to lose weight before Spring Break. It seems like everytime I tell myself “tomorrow will be the day” something happens, i.e. I get sick with the plague (like I am now), I get hurt, I get my period. So hopefully just pushing through will be alright. I’m going to workout after class, and try NOT to binge after dinner because that’s my like biggest problem right now.
On a different note. I’m a junior in college, I have to go to grad school because as a psychologist you’re basically useless without a Ph.D. and it’s freaking me out the possibility that I’m not going to get in anywhere, or anywhere that I would consider going to pursue a career. And I’m not even sure that Psychology is what I want to be studying, my life is one big joke. I’m the most indecisive person I know, and I picked a major where you have to know what you want to do and stick with it. Hypothetically you can change inside the field, but other than disorders/psychos, there’s nothing that I’d want to do inside Psychology. Ugh, sometimes I just want to curl up in my bed and never leave. Unfortunately, today is not that day.
story of my life. hopefully this will happen soon.